I'm a broke college kid who just spent over $300 in money I don't have on textbooks, and while my classes don't start until the 31st, the books won't arrive until the 2nd of September. I'm leaving behind all the people I love this Thursday, old friends and a new boyfriend whom I'm having problems with at this point in time, and the prospect of starting over in a place where it's very probable that I won't fit in scares the shit out of me. I've yet to finish the video I was commissioned for, for one of Random House's authors, aka friend of a friend, and I hate being a disappointment, but he doesn't trust me with more than $150, which means that the budget for this video is virtually 0.

I'm not stressed at all.</sarcasm>